I've actually decided to do something for once. My parents just yelled at me for grades and the usual crap and then I went into my room angry and with a strange sense of self denial. But i wasn't going to deny it anymore I was going to face it. I'm a lazy ass teenager. I have no will power. My weight isn't pretty, and I can't seem to stick to anything actually constructive. I'm a spoiled brat. All I ever talk about is what I want and me, me , me! Well tonight that ends. This will be my last blog for a while because I have decided to devote myself to over see my selfish desires and stop going on the computer. In fact all electronic pleasures that i own will be left alone(with the acceptation of my iPod) for at least 2 months and I'm hoping by then I won't even want to be online anymore and I've lost interest. I'm going to DO something. Such As: I'm going to practice piano and guitar again, instead of being on the computer for 2 hours im gonna go outside and sweat some calories of my fat ass! I'm going to come home from school and study and do homework. I will limit my bed time to 9:30 pm when it used to be around 2:00 am. I will eat healthy and read more including the Bible( yes i know religion is a touchy subject),but anyway as my hero ,Gerard Way, once said, " One day your life will flash before your eyes. Make sure its worth watching". I'm going to take him up on that and prepare for myself for the future. I will draw more and eat less. I will run more and blog less. I will study more and Skype less. So good bye for what will sadly but hopefully be a long time :) I love you guys.
~Punky
