I hate being rejected!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :'( :(

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I hate being rejected!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :'( :(

So I posted earlier that I was going to ask a friend/ a girl I liked out to homecoming. I knew today was a bad day to ask her out. She walked off last Friday to go get food/ go to a friends house. She didn't tell anyone she was going any where. Oh we colorgurd girls were getting ready for the football game. It's part of marching band. But any ways, she was drinking water and said she feel dizzy. She was drugged. Someone that didn't liked her put the drug in it. She came back with a bloddy nose and bruses. She feel down some stairs. Evey one got scared. She made me want to punch a wall, but at the same time I wanted to hug her and say " I'm here." She couldn't go to the game or our school band competition. She was not allowed to come to school for three days. I wrote her a note to be my date to homecoming. She said no. I felt a little said. I was angry too. Another reason why I won't go out with her is she 1) dose weed 2)smokes cigs 3) she hangs with people I don't like cuz there bad influinces. She's a good girl but the choice she makes are bad. She don't steel or drink or has sex. She's a virgin. She tells me stuff. I don't want to get us both hurt by the things that are keeping us apart. It's best we stay best friends. This is the fitith or forth person that has rejected me. This one was fair rejection. Also at matching band practice, my friend larica told me that the girl I like said to her its was weird it gave het the note about homecoming. But she said it was nice. Well I guess that's it. Please don't hate on this girl for what she did to me/ marching band ok. Thanks. I'll find someone else at school or one here. Thanks guys for listening. Love you guys and gals.