Omg, I'm so antisocial

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Omg, I'm so antisocial

It's like 2 am here and I'm drawing. I was thinking about random stuff and then I realized that summer is over. School starts Wednesday and I have done nothing during the whole summer. I mean, I've been on holiday, but I haven't gone out with anyone. I haven't met any of my "friends" (I call them friends but I don't really know what they mean for me). I'm 17 and I know that I still have a lot of time to live my life, but I'm really feeling like I'm wasting my youth. It's partly my fault cause I'm very antisocial, but the point is that I don't like the people I know. There's only one guy I like to spend my time with, cause I feel like he really understands me. The rest of them means nothing to me. Especially the girls. There is no word to describe how stupid are the girls at my school. I hate them. I wish I had a female best friend. I mean, I don't wanna be popular and have hundreds of friends. I just want a few really good friends. That would be great. I hope someday I'll meet someone I really like :)