Barely Breathing

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Barely Breathing

About a couple days ago I came home from my dads place with all of my Easter presents and what not. So I went into my room and set them down and I turned to admire my wall. This wall ment everything to me, it had all my bands and artwork and inspirational stuff to help me through my life and it was huge so their where may many pictures. So I look at it and what do I see it is almost completely bare. so I fall to my knees holding my chest and crying. I turn my head and looked at the little strip I dedicated to mcr and it is completely bare. That's when I lay on my cold floor suffocating on my own sobs. I could not describe the pain, anger, and sadness I felt towards my mom for doing this to me. when she got home I quickly got in te shower so I wouldn't have to see or speak to her. wen I got out she said that we needed to talk. I couldn't even look her in the eye. I cried saying how much I loved that all but she thought it was sending a bad message. She said that I am unhappy and troubled and that she is sending me a therapist. It kind of gives ur a twisting knife in your stomache when your own mom says that you are messed up.... well that's all I have to say.....can I just have a little moment of silence for my walls THANX