family...

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family...

So my brother has been visiting with my house with his fiance and 2 kids. My brother is my half brother and I really do think highly of him. He has been able to everything I could never do. He moved away to Austin to try to make a better life on his own even though my mom (his step mom) said no. He always just was always did what he wanted- what he though he should. He was always fearless. I took a walk with his fiance last night and found out she "had gone all the way down the path of drugs and back up" by the time she was 19. For whatever reason I gained so much respect. Then my parents are being parents and I should really go back to out-patient for a check up. Everything just seems so debatable right now. I don't know what I'm feeling. My guitar is my only saving grace...
If anyone wants to help me figure out what the hell I'm feeling- feel free to comment or message.