meh

Ugh okay so there’s this kid Tyler. He’s super sweet and a really incredibly nice kid. He’s 18. I’m 14. He asked me to be his girlfriend. I said yes, but now I’m having serious second thoughts. Because I like this other kid. And although he said straight up that he doesn’t want me, I really don’t wanna feel unfaithful to Tyler and hurt him because I still have a thing for that other kid I mentioned. And before Tyler, I haven’t had a relationship in years. I’ve almost gotten used to being alone. No one else to really deal with or constantly make happy or keep tabs on. But at the same time, Tyler is a fantastic person and I truly do like him. Maybe my feelings could grow. Sigh. Idk what to do