Brain Vomit. Ya Dig?!

Pretty little girl, in her harmless little world.
She won’t eat, she can’t sleep. She lies awake at night, screaming into silence for something unknown, to save her from a bitter end. Unforgotten memories, long since past. Your every word another concrete ball holding me fast, to the flooding hull of a sinking ship, slowly drowning out at sea. Your voice was the ladder out of the depths, as I fell into insanity. I spent one too many nights forcing my toxins airborne through the scent of my own blood on the floor.
I’m a fucking monster, I hope you snap my neck. I’ve been far too greedy for my life to be worthwhile. So sedate me. Choke me with purple pills to make me smile. I’m a fucking monster.
In the end, where were you?