in the middle of nowhere.

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in the middle of nowhere.

This time last year my heart was ripped out of my chest. I was under the impression I'd lost the one person that had ever ment something to me. In all honesty she ment everything to me. But she came back..we got together properly and we where happy so very happy and in love. But now in such irony I've lost her forever. I'm trying to cope with everything I've got left in me but Fuck it's hard the pain I just want it to stop. Just everything stop. My mind is doing overtime I just want it to stop. I want to stop thinking. Because it's killing me. I just it feels like my world has just been ripped away and the worst part is what happened wasn't my fault I had no control over it. The passport issues in the uk stop me the first time (from going to see her) second time I was to sick. Not that I don't understand exactly why she gave up she got tired of waitin but. I don't even know anymore. All I know is this pain needs to stop. Before it stops me. I just..I don't know anymore