Ok, I can't believe what has happened to me...
Today I was shopping with my mum, and I told her that I needed some black eyeshadow, and she said "What? You don't have to wear black shadow, no!" and the I said "Oh, little princess..." and then she said "you are the FROG, not a princess!" and she went on "What do you want to look like? Like an EMO?!" and then I said "No! What's wrong with you?!" and then I was TOO MUCH angry, I shut up for the rest of the afternoon and I just answer her questions like "I don't know" and "As you wish"... Really I can't understand her... Mothers are supposed to be good with their children, and to ACEPT them like they are... Why the fuck she has to insult me and try to change me?! I WON'T NEVER CHANGE, I AM WHO I AM, ACEPT IT, MUM!!! really, I can't hang here anymore!!! :( I have never gotten along with her, and I won't never get along with her, NEVER... But it's HER fault... I'm not a frog! And I'm not emo! (Hey,but frogs are cool, and emos are too!) I am weird, that isn't new, why the fuck can't she acept it?! I won't never be the girly, delicate and cute daughter she wants me to be, I will always be the weird ugly lonely girl... WHY CAN'T SHE ACEPT IT?!?!?! STAY BEAUTIFUL, KEEP IT UGLY!!!!! I WANNA STAY UGLY, DAMN!! Zzzzz... 2:03 in the nite (Spanish hour) I have to sleep, tomorrow I'm going to the pool!! :D
So long and good night :)
Sodium Sun
