A lunatic's lament...

I feel blueeeeee :'( Today I was with my best friend shopping, when I saw a pair of shorts really cool and cute (The ones of the photo) so I decided to put them on and see how they suit me. When I saw me with the shorts... BUOF... I saw me sooooooo fat!! I was like a piece of meat!! Because of this I was sad the rest of the evening... Even I was with tears in my eyes!! But I dried them and I kept my fake smile... Now I don't feel good with my body... I mean, I'm not obese, but I'm not thin too... I'm not meaning that I want to be as skinny as a stick, but I want to feel happy with my body again... I HATE MY FUCKING LIFE...

By the way, some time later I'll post other manga drawings about my chem^^