That's it. The title explains it really good. I'm here in bed, watching this video, remembering when I was 8 or 9 years, and I was crazy about Tokio Hotel. I remember that every day when I came from school, I put my school backpack in my room, I ran into the living room, I turned the computer on, and I saw this video... Then I felt millions of things watching this... It turned something on inside me, butterflys couldn't stop in my stomach, I felt like... Free... I loved this song, I loved this man (Bill Kaulitz) and I was happy. Every day I just waited for the moment I could see the video. When I ended the 5 grade, in my bday, my parents gave me a MP4. I remember that my bro downloaded 12 Tokio Hotel songs for me, and I still remembering them:
1. Throught the monsoon
2. Durch den monsun
3. Ready set GO!
4. Wir sterben niemals aus
5. Don't jump
6. Spring nicht
7. Rette mich
8. Der letz tag
9. Sex (It wasn't finally a TH song but I like it anyway)
10. Schrei
11. Heilig
12. Ich bin nicht ich
Then, when I ended the 6 grade my brothers and thee girlfriend of one of my bros gave me an ipod for my bd (Ivstill having it btw!). In this Ipod, it was my music and my brother's music. Alesana, yellowcard, sum 41, the offspring, HIM... And My Chem. I first hear of them on my bro's computer, I was playing the sims 2 and my brother put some music inside the game (You can do it puting the music in a file) and there was Teenagers. I loved the song, btw! It was the only song I listened to by MCR on those times, but I really started to like them since danger days. They cured my sadness!!
I was talking about Tokio Hotel, right? Ok...
I have seen that video today, this night again... No sense. Literally. I don't feel anything like I felt when I was little. And I don't think it's because I don't love the singer anymore... I think it's because I have grown up... I haven't the inocense that I had on those times... I'm wicked... Damn!
Ich bin ein vollidioten!! (I don't know german but I know some words and I have written it wrong lol)
Sodium Sun
