I will enter loud and proud (PART 3)

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I will enter loud and proud (PART 3)

"Well yes if you were a better influence then maybe she wouldn't have quit school!" My mum shouted back to my dad 
"Shit" I said quietly
"What?" Gerard asked
"They've found out I've quit school" I said in fear
"You never told them that you had to leave?!" He said surprised
"There was never a good time" I said and opened the door to the living room with Gerard still standing in the hallway. 
"Hannah why did you not tell us?!" My dad shouted furiously at me
"You guys were always arguing and there was never a good time and I and to, I failed all of my exams because you guys never cared!" I shouted at them 
"You are a stupid little girl!" My mum shouted and slapped me across the face. I turned around and saw Gerards face through the opened door, he looked scared and frightened for me. 
"Your doing this to your daughter who has just found out she has Cancer?!" I shouted at them
"You dont have cancer, if your going to lie about that then out of this house that's a serious matter!" My dad shouted at me
"Well I guess I'm leaving" I shouted back
"Good it's your fault this family is falling apart!" My mum shouted, just then I felt tears fall from my eyes, I was hurt and felt helpless where was I going to go? 
I ran out of the room, I hated them.
"Hannah" Gerard said but I  just ran right passed him I didn't want to see anyone right now but he still followed me upstairs to my bedroom. 
"Hannah shh listen to me, your parents are just being pathetic" He said sitting down beside me on my bed hugging me and wiping my tears away with his jacket, he was an amazing guy but he would never feel the same way about me obviously.
"Thankyou for being here for me but where am I supposed to go? The set of my family are back in Scotland maybe I have to move back too" I said with even more tears coming on. 
"You listen to me, you are not going back to Scotland never you are staying with me until we figure this out I can't let you stay in this place any longer" He said getting up and going under my bed and opening my red suitcase and he started to pack it.
"Gerard don't, I can't so that to your family" I said 
"This is not your choice it's mine, I'll tell my mom that" He said folding all my jeans and putting them in. 
"Wow, thanks you are the best" I said hugging him tightly then came a bang on my door.
"Hannah i thought i told you to get out of this house?! Go now!" My mum shouted
"I'm packing now leave me then I'll go!" I shouted back and then I heard her footsteps as she went downstairs then I knew it was safe to talk to Gerard again. 
"Wow, she really doesn't like you right now" Gerard said
"She never really had and neither has my dad" I said getting all my t-shirts and packing them too.
"Wow, you've lived with that your whole life?" He asked
"Unfortunately yes" I said "And now so will my mums new child that's not born yet will" I said almost crying thinking about how miserable their life would be. 
"It's not about you mum or the baby right now, it's about you and keeping you safe" Gerard said after he just finished packing all my things.
"Thankyou Gerard you really are the best person in this world and I love you for it" I said hugging him tightly, and it was the truth I had just said.
"It's no bother now come on we need to go now" He said zipping my suitcase up and opening my room door to reveal a small teddy bear, my old teddy bear called 'hugs' 
"Is this yours?" Gerard asked picking it up of the ground.
"Oh my god yes, I need to take him with me" I said taking 'hugs' from Gerard.
"Why do you love it so much?" He asked taking my suitcase down the stairs and finally putting it down at the bottom. 
"Give me two minutes and I'll tell you when we're alone" I said opening the front door for him. 
We walked outside and down the small street that had turned from being very light to being dark within twenty minutes.
"Now why do you love your bear so much?" He asked
"Well I got him when I was six I think and that was when my parents stared arguing and I would always feel alone and I always turned to him as a friend and. Always hug him when I need a hug so I called him hugs. Then my parents thought moving would help us but infact it jus made everything worse" I said holing my tears back and hugging my teddy
"wow, and now your here and your my best friend" Gerard said putting an arm around me to console me
"Thank god for that one too" I said putting my head on his shoulder.
"Yes without you who would I be myself around?" He said 
"I don't know" I said laughing a little and so did he when we finally reached his street I got a terrible feeling in my stomach as if his mum wouldn't want me like my parents. Gerard turned and looked at me and noticed something wrong with me.
"What's up?" he asked
"What if your mum doesn't let me stay then what will happen?" I asked
"My mum loves you and obviously will let you stay" He said smiling happily as we reached his front door. He opened the door to be greeted by a hug from his mum, how I wish that I got that all the time. 
"Oh hello Hannah what can I do for you?" She asked
"Mom, Hannah got told she had cancer today and her parents think she's lying and kicked her out and I said she could stay here if that's alright" Gerard said all in one breath. There was a moment of silence and then Mikey appeared
"What's going on?" He asked
"Hannahs mom kicked her out and were seeing if she can stay here" Gerard said anxiously waiting on his mums answer