old

Long ago I visited this page. No one says anything anyway. I read some posts of people. Man I feel old. Everything is like yeah been there done that. You know? Just saw a picture of myself. Man i gained weight. seriously you probally think i am 30- 40 years old.

The possitive thing about beeing 'old' is that I don't care that much about stuff like that I gained weight or that I have no friends or that I have a very weird crush or that my parents are depressed or that we have no money or stuff like that. That's just life. It doesn't get better, you just get used to it. ( If that doesn't give hope hahaha)

I've become quite a cynical, irritated person with horrible english.

All apologies

(The weight is cuz I quited smoking almost a year now gooood girl)