THE WORLD IS UGLY

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THE WORLD IS UGLY

Whats the whole deal with popularity? Fitting in? Being 'cool'? I think that's total bullshit. See, no ones actually 'cool', I mean, if I have to get drunk and high and hang out in certain cliques and shit just to be cool and fit in, then no thanks I'm fine being a loser, in fact, I'm proud being a loser, nerd, whatever shit people call me. I get called an asshole by this girl at school almost everyday and I don't even know why. I actually just sit there all day drawing, I sometimes even talk to her and try to help her out with her problems and everything. So here's pretty much proof that whatever you do, its never good enough for anyone around you, this is society. There's this dude at my school who used to do that whole drink smoke thing every weekend for the sake of being 'cool'..but he's actually a really good dude, whenever I'm down he usually comes over and asks if I'm okay, in exams he actually concentrates and doesn't talk like everyone else in class. This here means that society actually does fuck someone up and makes them act like someone they're not, my schools literally filled with people like this, people basically just lying to themselves, this girl acts all cool says she got this huge hangover and at home she cries herself to sleep because of what she drank because its not what she does, the other dudes showing off about doing it last night with a random hot chick when he's actually ashamed of it..but in the end you'll still get judged no matter what so fuck it!

What I'm pretty much trying to say here is, you should be yourself. Fuck society and fuck what anyone tells you. The world really is ugly, but you're all beautiful to me and to many others too. xo