how has it been?

hi fellow killjoys!
few things to clear out:
im a girl
im 17
and that's my real picture
this is my crappy poem for today
so...criticisms are welcome here

how long has it been?
days,months,years?
since the day you betrayed me
and done the unthinkable

how hard has it been?
to pay for the mistakes you made
for leaving me alone
and replaced me with her

me? how hurt have i been?
i can kill you right now
if i dont have my sanity
but that's too easy for you

it's killng me inside
ripping....
breaking...
what's left of my hope

hope for someone
who can love me
trust which i can never repair
love that i gave to you

only to replace it with her......