guys, i think you can relate with it

hi guys!
seen the yo gabba gabba clip
and it so cute
all smiling except for mikey
so adorable

here's my depressing poem of the day
guess on what the poem is about ^_^
criticisms are welcome here

disgusted looks on their faces.....
snickering laughter behind me....
eyes looking down on me
judging, ostracizing....

every fault and flaw on me
they ravage like vultures......
only to feed their desires
like endless dark pits inside.....

everyday felt like this...
how long can i hold on?
how far can i go on?
why are they like this?

i thought those everyday...
enduring, waiting....
never showing weakness
for they will be the end of me...

pushing me to the edge....
and i will sleep eternaly
with my crushed soul
cursing those who turned me

like this......