The Hardest Part of This, Is Leaving You

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The Hardest Part of This, Is Leaving You

Well, I haven't posted in forever. So hi to all I haven't talked to in ages, and sorry to the ones if I never responded to your messages.
It's so strange. I haven't been on this site in such a long time, and now here I am to return after I heard the news of the split. MCR is, and always will be, the most influential, amazing, inspiring, and just all-around perfect band that has made me the person I am today.
I never, never, ever imagined MCR to break up. Y'know you find those little paragraphs things, or pictures, that describe what the break up would be like or what the last show would be like. Which I would find myself silently weeping to at the thought of it. But it didn't end like that, and in a way, I'm happy it didn't. Can you imagine how hard it would be to say goodbye to just a small group of fans at a final concert? See their faces, maybe crying, begging you to not leave or maybe just perform that one last song? I would imagine it to be heartbreaking. Not saying that ending MCR in the way they did wasn't heartbreaking also.
I always imagined MCR to be in their fifties still rocking out on stage to just amazing songs, new or old. I kinda even imagined myself to one day have the honor of maybe even being on stage with them, even if just for a moment. But now that that cannot come true, there is still one thing I can imagine myself doing. Thanking them.
Maybe it will be a sun-filled day, or a devastating storm, I will bump into one of them on the street and just be able to say thank you. Thank you for the music, the laughs, the love, the cheers, and the hope. Thank you for being there for me when others would simply brush me off and send me away alone. I was never alone with MCR. With MCR, I felt as if I actually had a voice and that voice longed to be heard.
I will never forget the friends I made due to having the same obsession over one band. I will never forget the day I was able to go and see them live, even if the seats were crappy. I will never forget the messages given by this band. I will never forget the endless hour upon hour I would wait for a new video, or song, or announcement. But most of all, I will never forget this band, My Chemical Romance.
So, in what I have said, and all others have said, thank you. Thank you for an amazing journey that I was so happy to be a part of. Thank you My Chemical Romance.

xoxo with love,
Mary