Issues with my life...

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Issues with my life...

There are many. I'm gonna list them.
1. I hate myself.
2. I hate a lot of other people.
3. My second-best friend chose popularity over me after spreading rumours I was a lesbian - while I was still her friend.
4.. My best friend in the whole fucking world hates me because something I said came out wrong. D'x
5. I keep crying.
6. I never feel like I'm good enough.
7. The guy I wanted to be a guitarist for my band left school.
8. I feel so alone...
9. My eyes are stinging from my eye-makeup remover.
10. The person I've known for longest in my life I don't know anymore after she moved to LA like, four years ago.
 
I'm sure there's a load more, I just can't think of them now. :( The worst ones are 4, 5, 6, and 10 I s'pose. I really need everything to go back to whatever shred of normality my screwed-up life has... at the moment I'm playing I Miss You by Blink-182 on repeat. Imma go to sleep now, maybe see you tomorrow. Stay beautiful. XO
 
 
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