Yesterday

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Yesterday

It was Fathers day yesterday and so my sister, her girlfriend, my brother and nan came round for tea ( i haven't seen my other brother since i was 9, i'm 17 now, and my other sister is a stuck up bitch who would rather spend fathers day with her boyfriend apparently) anyway, it was going okay but as as usual ( not that i didn't expect it) but my nan turned nasty and called me; fat, told me i have no friends (true, but i don't need it shoved in my face), no one will ever love me and so i will never mary and be alone for a ll my life. She's nice my nan isn't she? -_-
So i went on to have a drink and left my family so i could go be "alone for the rest of my life". Unloved. Later on my mum asked me when i went down for a drink what was wrong with me so i didn't sugar coat it and said " maybe it had something to do with my nanbeing a bitch to me, AGAIN!" But then as i was upstairs i heard her say to my dad " nan just forgets" Forgets what? that i'm her youngest granchild who is nothing but nice to her eventhough she puts me down all the time? The sun practically shines out my siblings and cousins arses for all she's concerned, i'm just a big fat, lonely dissapointment and she never fails to remind me. OH and we argued for like !0 mins cause she saw my art work and din't believe i did it but that i bought it somewhere!!! I was so angry, the one thing i'm good at and apparently it's now too god that i mustn't have done it!? Despite my mum saying i had. So yeah i took all back and i'll be damned if i ever let her see anything again