Losing my best friends

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Losing my best friends

So, I got into a fight with my friend. Basically I have 3 really close friends, they are, were the world to me, basically the only things that really, mattered to me and that's all over now. So basically what happened was(and I'm gunna be really bitter about this)my friend was pulling my hair and I got really pissed(no one pulls my hair)and I scratched her. Now, I have really long nails and know how to use them so it wasn't like a cat scratch or something but I wasn't really trying, it didn't really hurt. Anyways, she started crying, I have no idea why(she's kinda an attention whore, i love her but she is)and I would comfort her(I'm kinda the group therapist)but she was pissed at me so instead I pointed out to her boyfriend(he's also in the group)and he basically asked her if she was okay she nodded, still crying and he went back to his conversation. I mean really? You're girlfriend obviously isn't okay, and you can't take more than 5 seconds out of your pathetic life and stop you're conversation about Dr. Who which is just sooo important to see whats wrong? Seriously?
So that was at the beginning of the school day. And all through 3rd and 4th period she made it VERY clear she was not talking to me and than in between 4th and 5th period when our group usually hung out I went and talked to the 4th member of our little group and then later when I went to talk to her boyfriend and I don't really know what he said but he said he was pissed i asked why and he muttered something about all of use being selfish assholes and not caring about anyone other than ourselves. So, apparently she told him something. And I haven't talked to either of them since then. This would be Day Number 5.
So I'm pissed. I don't miss her, she was mean but I do miss him. And I might kind of miss her. But, I'm really mad at her for bringing him into it and corrupting him. So, I've lost 2 of my closest friend and part of the third. Wonderful.
Well, it's almost one in the morning and I should get to sleep but I probably won't. Done with the little rant. Adios.
Sierra.