I dont really wanna get into it, since ive cried more than enough.
I was determined to .... you know, forget about the problems, and be happy. and I actually was! Too bad it lasted little. what else can you expect to feel when you get the news that .... the person that is literally... keeping you sane. the person that keeps you from doing something horrible, the reason youre not dead, is getting taken away from you? it wouldve been waaay easier if she had told me to fuck off, that she didnt want to hear from me. Than to know that her parents are taking her out from school... and putting her at a christian school. that theyre looking for a new house to move into. I dont know what im gonna do, just yesterday, i was saying that I already wanted to go back to school, and now... I do not want this summer to end. It might be the last time I see her... anyway, I dont want this to turn into a cryfest. shit, Im already crying. Just the thought of it... well. I have to be strong. I will forget about it for the upcoming month. I wont think about it. and when school comes... well I dont know. I guess ill figure it out then. For now, I wanna enjoy it. Goodnight...
I know that some of you get tired of reading these depressing blogs, but i feel like its the only place where I can write out everything I cant say to my friends.
