...And I was like... And she was like... Ya know?

...Don't you hate it when people say stuff like that?
Anyway, I said I'd tell you about hobibble Wibsday.
So I'm very emotionally fragile, right? Sometimes, I hold my emotions in so long, they explode into something completely unneccesary (See Things That Make You Go Mmmmmmmmmmrf (or The Delicate Art of Throwing Mindless, Attention-Desperate Fits Perfected) )
My mum apparently thinks I'm obsessive-compulsive (with which I do not argue much, because I do write compulsively, and on a certain stretch of road, I have to sit on my hands because I get this horrible urge to open the door and throw myself off the bridge that happens to be ther. plus I obsess easily.). She also thinks I'm bi-polar and struggle with depression.
When she told me all of this she said it very insensitively, adding that she believed I needed a counselor, because apparently I am afraid of talking to her about anything. -eye roll-
So I took a walk, the whole time crying and singing to myself when I realized that all I was singing, over and over, was Ghost of You and Famous Last Words. Which made me think of you guys.
I had been so insulted by my mother that I was seriously, SERIOUSLY dooowwn, but as soon as I thought of the MCRmy, I felt so ashamed. I knew you guys would never, ever want me to be that sad, and I could imagine what you would say if you had been reading my mind through all of that. I felt so bad, but at the same time, so very happy, because you guys saved me.
I don't know if you realize it, but if it hadn't been for everyone on mychemicalromance.com, I probably would be in the morgue as we speak.
So thank you guys, from the very bottom of my soul. There is no way I will ever be able to repay you, so I just want you to know that I would do the same for any of you. You saved me.
I love you.
XOXO
MyApocalyptic