Just Something that's on my mind..

I hate when my dad makes a big fucking deal about how I never do anything with my life, how I never go out with 'friends' or leave the house, he's always saying how I'm wasting my life away.

It's not wasting your life if that's what you enjoy doing, I enjoy sitting in the dark dreaming about different things and the world never hurts me because I'm not busy trying to rush through everything and 'make it count'. It doesn't count if you make a big achievement but don't like what you do, plus when the time comes for the black parade to come pick you up, what you did no longer matters, sure it might be beneficial to society and the future because you 'did something great' but it doesn't matter what you did because we are all made to DIE. No matter what you think or believe in, we all die. We were born to die. And that's why it will never matter because we're all going to die and no one will be around to give a fuck anyway.

So no dad, I'm not wasting my life, I'm enjoying it before everything I might do or have ever done is lost and I never had the chance to enjoy myself.