Can i tell you guys....?

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Can i tell you guys....?

Can i tell you guys a not so secret secret? I hate my body. I mean i guess its full functional but, i hate looking at it. Everyone thinks im anorexic or bulimic, BUT IM NOT. I look like a freak. No i look like a long haired boy with too much eyeliner. Actually theres no such thing as too much eyeliner i take it back. But thats not the point. I love buying pants because they are the only thing i like on me. But i loathe buying shirts. Im fucking sixteen and i have the smallest bra size available. Its like half of me forgot to hit puberty or something. Girls are like oh your skinny im jealous but they dont have to look in the mirror and see a twelve year old. Unless they are twelve. HELL i know twelve year olds with better figures! I look like a child. I hate it. I hate it. I hate it. I either dont look my age or dont even look human. Im not asking to be beautiful im asking to be normal! Why is that such a problem? Im sorry this turned into an awful rant sorry for wasting your time i just needed to get it out there.