I think I have bipolar....

I dunno if I'm just scaring myself and I haven't told my parent about anything yet, but I was trying to see why I'm so paranoid and searchresults came up for bipolar and they match me completely..... paranoia, answering with one word answersthat don't make sense, my mind being distant, hating myself, being bullied...... it all adds up. I'm scared, and I'm too scared to tell my parents or anyone anything......