oh, let me tell you about my best friend.

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oh, let me tell you about my best friend.

today my best friend, Aj Falcon, left for Colorado for a week. recently, and by recently I mean summer of 2012, we became best fucking friends. he was friends with my boyfriend when we were dating and I would see him and say hi and never really thought anything of it. I knew he was a sweet kid, but I knew nothing about him until about 8 months ago. this guy has literally become my other half. I'm with him all the time wether it's at dinner, watching movies at his house, getting his hair cut, him at my house hanging out with me and my parents, us running errands, or going to see a movie. he has become the most important person in my life and will forever be. we always joke that if we're not married at 30 we're going to marry each other and have cocktail parties every weekend and do the jitterbug.

he lost his parents at 14 and has been living with his grandma who has alzheimer's. he and I have such similar lives that it's beyond uncanny. I mean, I have both parents, but just to compare how our childhood was like and to hear the stories of our house growing up- it's just ridiculous. no one I've ever met (my age at least) has been able to relate to what I've been through or what I'm going through. he's the most understanding dude, the most sympathetic, and caring. he was there with me when I was broken up with and when another recently damaged me. I'm getting to the point where I just don't want to date. I don't want to sleep with a guy, I want nothing. I don't want them touching me with a ten foot pole. if I had to date someone, it would be someone like Aj. ridiculous maybe, but he's the sweetest guy and I know how he is in relationships. he and I have never fought and that's what I need. our birthdays are 48 ours apart and we just get along better than ever and that's what I need in a relationship, but for now I'm focusing on school which I'll start in a couple months and couldn't be mover excited.

basically this entry was to rant about how much better my life has been since Aj has entered my life. thank you whoever you are who sent me this angel because I am truly grateful xo