So i broke up with my girlfriend a couple months ago because she betrayed me way to many times and i got tired of her fucking lies, but now were friends and she invited me to a bon fire which i didnt want to go to. so i said i couldnt go and my fucking brother said we were getting ice cream and then instead we went to the damn bonfire to pick up his friend so he could smoke. i was so pissed, and then my ex girlfrriend saw me and i think she drank because she looked guilty and thats why we broke up. so now shes sleeping over at some guys house right down the street from me and wanted me to hang with her. honestly im trying to be friends with her but all she wants is me back. thats all she ever fucking talks about and i just want to say to her, you are a bitch to me go off a cheat on and betray someone else, you dont deserve me. but im too nice of a guy to be mean. i am just beyond angry i just want to kill everyone at that stupid bon fire party who tried to fucking peer pressure me. i hate everyone who thinks theyre 'cool' in my grade, i honestly like my brothers friends better. and they still are stupid assholes and immature. i just needed to let out my thoughts i dt care if nobody comments, i just have nobody to talk to yet again. but i got this place to let my feelings out. the only good thing im looking forward to is my band gig at a pool party tomorrow. check us out youtube EveryGoodReason. album on itunes soon.
