Rough Night...

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Rough Night...

Man I have had less than 4 hours sleep in like a week... I had no sleep last night. I had a complete break down. Like crying and cutting for hours, my leg's so fucking sore and I could collapse into a heap right this very second. I was so tempted last night to properly slit my wrists. But for some reason I didn't. I'm so sick of all this. Nothing makes me happy any more. I'm trying harder than ever to stop crying and force a smile. Especially when I'm around people. But I don't want to live any more. Like honestly. I don't. I can't. Just slit my wrists. Give me an injection. Chuck me off a bridge. Blow my brains out. I fon't give a fuck! I just want this all to be over.

That picture BTW is of an ornament that my little sister gave me once after a huge falling out we had a couple years ago... I guess it still applies...