Psychologist suck!!!

So today I had to go to this "Family Planning Clinic" (Yeah stop hiding behind words you're a fucking psychologist) and i hated every 3600 seconds of it. She was really nice but kept asking me questions that I could properly answer cause 1. I never talk to people and 2. cause I'm not even sure what's making me depressed. I had to talk about cutting and how me and my mates don't really get on as much... The worst part is when she told me that she wanted me to go back and suggested that I might have to get put on anti-depressants... I'm only 14. And I want to kill myself. I think it's gonna take more that fucking pills to put a real smile on my face.