Im Needing someone to be there for me right now!

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Im Needing someone to be there for me right now!

Okay... I feel like I'm wasting everyone's time being alive. I have called Kids helpline just once and it doesnt feel right, To me it feels like they are just there to listen instead of there to care and they try to help not to comfort, Its annoying being put on hold for 5mins to talk to someone just to feel like a burden and just someones job. I admit they were nice but more just knowing they have to be makes me more upset. Not knowing whether they do care or not, whether they are just being there to earn money. I just want a true friend, someone that will listen, and care for me through all my doubts and troubles and not assume I'm pitying myself... I also just want to feel like a friend can make me laugh without trying to make me happy just because they cant handle if Im having a depressed day. A true person that will go out to movies without hating me if I dont feel like talking, or if I dont feel as though I belong, someone who I can call at any hour to have a chat with if Im happy or sad, and most of all someone who will need me as much as I need them! :'(

Please! Can Anyone Help Me!!