Why are my friends so confusing????

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Why are my friends so confusing????

I let them talk to me about anything stupid, intelligent, meaningful, whatever is on their mind and I don't care, I give them advice when they need it or I'm just a shoulder to cry on if they had a crappy day but whenever I mention My Chemical Romance they smile and give me the "I Don't Give A Flying Fuck" look. They know how much I love the music and the band but whenever I try and talk about them they don't say anything but "that's cool." I don't understand can't they atleast try to be happy too? When I got Danger Days for my birthday I went crazy, but of course they laughed along with me but really didn't care. I talk about MCR making a new album and probably (most likely) going on tour and us seeing them live, because my brother doesn't like them (although I'm sure he would go anyway) but I don't want to go with him, I'm sure as hell not going with my mom, and that leaves my friends. But I would only ask one of them to go (Kayla-not that names are important-) she only likes two songs though, and the last time I talked about it she got mad at me. I'm only 13 so there is no way in hell my mom would let me go alone, but I was supposed to go for the HCT but no one would go with me so I was stuck at home wishing I was in Hartford. I even listen to my friend Alex go on and on about Justin Bieber, and I sit there and say as little rude comments humanly possible. I try and talk about the band, the music, my new band merch or whatever but they just don't like it at all. They can deal with it a little but then they really just don't want to hear it anymore. Well anyway, sorry for the rant but I needed to tell someone (s). Somebody who would actually care about this meaningless rant I suppose. So Thank You for reading this pointless blog lol :)
xo, T.R.