.Bleeding Deathwish. -just skipped school..i just didn't feel like going, so i wrote this poem..some lines came from MCR lyrics.

Well i glance around and find a dagger lying on the floor
I remember the crimson tears that gushed upon my cheeks. Oh, nevermore.
The rose drenched in blood, its color slowly fading
If you hurry, you can still watch me barely breathing
And absurd it is to think that you never held me, and yet i yearn for a single grip.
The lament of my dreary heart echoed your name
And i doubted that it will ever be the same
Don’t leave like the sane abandoned me,
For the collision of your kiss reminded me relentlessly
Of the dear heart that i once knew
Will never be the same as colder it grew.
I just can’t stand anymore of your dying wish
I guess i’m just that squeamish
Oh, this smile that seems so much alive
You’ll never ponder but it contradicts the melancholy
I see your face everytime i die
And your voice is a fatal lullaby.
There’s so much that you won’t understand
So take the dagger from my cold, dead hand.

Yours ‘til Death, Samantha
To my first and last love, Jireh. Thanks for killing me lots.