THe bad day is coming too fast

THe bad day is coming and coming fast. I dont want it to come. People are going to be sad and some will act sad when really thier just faking. That makes me sick. The fact that it was thier fault...they pushed her over the edge!!!! She'd still be here if they weren't such heartless wretches!! And they still have the nerve to do to me what they did to her!! Its ridiculous!!! I'm sick of them all!!!!
Wait, let me take a step back and explain this rant, last March 25, our principal came into my classroom to tell us that a girl in the class ahead of us had died. No one found out that she killed herself until a week later when her sister just got so sick of the rumors that she told everyone. Gianna died the night of March 24, 2009. She was 13 and was pushed to kill herself because of monsters in her class and mine that called her emo and stupid and ugly and all nasty names. Now, nearly a year later those same people are doing the same thing to me. I promise i wont go to the extreme and kill myself but it just makes me sick that after they pushed one girl to kill herself that they are doing the exact same thing to me. I hate it, i hate mean people and i hate my school, especially the students.
Finally i need to say that one of Giannas tormentors, a girl who laughed about a joke she herself made a bout Gianna at Gianna's wake, is going to local high schools to talk about suicide prevention. I fuken hate her!!!

xo
meg