Oh god someone please tell me it's okay! *sobbing*

I am literally sobbing right now! I wont be able to contact my parents if something happens because my phone is not working still and same with my ipod. The house phone was disconnected last week and I'm home alone. I am so fucking scared if I didn't go on that damn boat ride I would be fine but I can't even talk to my local friends right now! There is not a single phone in the house right now and I'm stuck with my dads computer. Heck if I don't get a new phone or something that can make calls/txts soon I'm going to be hysterical! I already am but we all know that it can get worse. I had gotten a txting app on my ipod in case this happened and guess what! It got soaked too! I've lost my appetite I can't sleep and I don't even want to go outside until someone is either home or is letting my use their phone. my bro dose not use his and he wont let me use it while last night my mom uses hers for her business and let me use it. I am freaking out, I'm paranoid, and I'm just plain pissed off at the same time! Please someone talk to me I am begging you! Please!

~Black Decay