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im tired
pretty boring blog
nothing to really write about
well i guess i'll share with you the songs i wrote(they are rough drafts though)

Why do we try to tell you
when you dont want to hear it
you want us the robots of our generation
just like you were
but we know that we are more then that
and thats what matters in the first place right?
so lets stand up in the firing line
and get shot down with the bullets of
hate and ignorance and we take that
so we can be accepted by you
people shoot us with the bullets of hate
everyday
because were not just damn robots
that dont think for ourselves
we just take the bullets
and accept them like we actually care
but were more then that so lets
stand up in the firing line and get shot down with the bullets
of hate and ignorance and for people
who dont accept us for who we are
just take the bullets or dismiss them alltogether

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The Countless hours are ticking
and these blades keep on sticking
into me...
Now i Cant stop my self cause
it gets harder everyday to see
you leave my side and of all the regrets i
i made you are the most special one of them all
Now i cant let go of the feelings
ive had long ago (the one that keeps on bleeding out of me)
I cant regret it and it gets harder everyday
These Blades are stabbing into me to
make the pain go away
Now that i can see you i Dont want
to Believe You
But it gets harder
everyday.....
But Now i Cant let go of the feelings and i cant F***ing
forget them and they get
harderrrrrrrrr
THEY GET HARDER
THEY GET HARDER EVERY DAY
Cause You Cant Make the
pain go away
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This Song Will Control You
The Song That i Wrote for you will control you
it will take you down(take you down)
And through all the pain
you caused and through all the people
that suffered because of you
and all the lies that you made and the
promises you break this will help you through it all
This Song has the abiility to make you believe in yourself
it will help you through all your problems it will protect you
from all the non believers that dont believe in us
so now that your reading this song and feeling it take control over you
it will take you down(take you down)
And through all the pain
you caused and through all the people
that suffered because of you
and all the lies that you made and the
promises you break this will help you through it all
This Song will control you till your
untimaly end and will follow you around like a ghost in the snow
because the only way home for me is through you
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Laughs and smile are gone
ive been waiting here for too long
ive been dismissed by the society that we call home
by the time you remember them i'll be gone
because this is our final law
we smile and hug like everything is ok
even after i see you holding that guy
you can criticise me
i wont listen to you
because we know
i am the loser of this generation
and when he's gone i wont come back to you

because this is how life goes for us
this is how we grow up
these smiles and these waves
will be forgotten by me

This is my life unknown
the ghost of all this time
and by the time you remember me i'll be gone
this is how we grow up on our own

we say things we dont mean
to hide the feelings we really see
because this is how we grow up

This is my life unknown
the ghost of all this time
and by the time you remember me i'll be gone
this is how we grow up on our own