And Back I Fall.............

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And Back I Fall.............

It was quick
My smile
My real smile
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Again I fall
Again I break
Again I broke it
I broke myself
I don't know how to fix myself
I know only how to hide myself
And that only breaks me more
I know only how to muffle my own screams
And that makes me scream louder
I go back into darkness
I go back into the hole
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I see nothing but the dark
In the hole
In which I've fallen
I feel nothing but the hard
Sharp rocks
At the bottom
I taste nothing but the blood
Of the nearly split flesh
It had been a little while
Since the blood was nearly fresh
I have not yet
Since the last time
But I am close
It is taking all I have