Convicted: Chapter 46 @_@

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Convicted: Chapter 46 @_@

Hey Killjoy's! if you want to continue reading this fic, please comment at the bottom so i know to send you a message when i post next. i am going to clean out my message box, ao you would be doin me a hug favor! ~Dreamer
POV-Janelle- I awoke in a cloud of smoke, dust burning my eyes, it hit me that I was no longer in BL/ind, but was in Gerard’s arms. He was cradle caring me; his face was covered in soot, his brilliant red hair now with spots of motor oil and grease, his emerald eye dim with several bags under them. The sun was hot and the air was muggy, I don’t see how either of us stood it, but we managed. I figured I should let him know I was okay, say something to let him know I can walk on my own, but I didn’t know what to say. I figured anything would do for now.

“It’s hot,” was all I could think of.

Poison jumped a little, at the sudden sound of my voice, but smiled as he looked me in the eyes. “It’s the desert, Janelle; it’s supposed to be hot.”

I laughed, then suddenly, the eye contacted was a little awkward, and I pulled away fast as I could, look out into the distance. Then I noticed that the gas station was just about 20 feet away.

“How long was I asleep?” I asked, staring at Gerard’s facial expression to make sure he wasn’t going to lie.

“Well, you were asleep when I found you in your room. I woke you up an explained to you that I was taking you away from this awful place and that some of the major parts were about to explode. You argued till I said we could both die if this place explodes. You finally came, but we escaped just as the building exploded, a huge piece of rock hit you in the head and you’ve been passed out for two days. Wait…you don’t have any recollection of any of that?”

He wasn’t lying, and I was suddenly in an uncomfortable position.

POV-Mikey- Frank stood guard at Bandit’s door. I knew I needed to apologize, but I didn’t want to leave my post at the front door. Bandit and Kat where asleep in Bandit’s room, Jess thought it was better to keep them together. Renily was at the backdoor, and Jess was at the garage door, not far from me.

I see a moving person, and slowly raised my gun. To colorful to be a Drac, so I didn’t alert the others. It wasn’t until the figure was at the gas pump that I realized it was my brother, with Janelle.

“Jessica,” I yelled. “Go tell the others Gee and Janelle are home. Tell them I’m calling a meeting, don’t wake Kat, but do wake Bandit.”

POV-Bandit- “Bandit…Come Bandit, sweetie, we have a surprise for you…” the voice as soft as a whisper echoed in my head. Although it didn’t take me long to come to and realize it was Jess. I wondered what the surprise might be, nothing could make me feel better, it felt like…like I was totally empty inside, my mom was dead, dad was missing, the one person I felt was like a mom was probably gone to the dark side, I was trapped in a gas station fending for my life with strangers, my uncle…I don’t even know what to think about him, and to top it all off, it’s all because some idiot got the bright idea to make everyone the same. Isn’t that wonderful?
Still groggy, tired, and all I really want to do was break down and cry, I stood up, allowing Jessica to take my hand and lead me into the living room. She explained on the way that Mikey had called a meeting. I thought about what I was going to say, and the oddest think pop into my head. I wonder what life was like on the other side? I mean, were going through hell, for what? BL/ind has taken everything I love from me, so what was the point in fighting anymore?
I quickly shook those thoughts away, or at least, tried to. The stayed in the back of my mind, always finding their way into my thought patterns, no matter what I thought about.

POV-Gerard- Mikey, Frank , and Renily told Janelle and I everything that had happened while Jess went to check on Kat and get Bandit. I saw Janelle’s worry ridden face as Mikey told us about how Bandit was stabbed and how he yelled at her.
“I’m really sorry Gerard. I was just really upset. I didn’t mean to…”

“I’m not the one you need to apologize to, Kobra. Bandit is.”

A few minutes later, Jessica came around the corner with my heartbroken daughter. I stood as they interred the room. With bright eyes that filled with tears the minute she saw me, my little girl rushed over and hugged me tight. I hugged her back as tight I as I could without squeezing the breathe right out of her. Bandit looked over the side of me, with a tearful smile said,

“Don’t think you’re getting out of this hug Janelle. Come here, now.” She laughed.

“Okay, okay.” Janelle came over and Bandit and I opened are arms to let her in. before we knew it, it was a huge group hug.

When we all finally pulled apart, Mikey spoke with Bandit, Frank, Jess, and Renily played video games. Janelle asked if we could speak in her room. She looked serious, which was never good. I could only imagine what was wrong now.

POV-Janelle- I knew I had to tell him the truth. I figured now was the best time, it felt awful to be back, knowing that any second, I could hurt someone…again. After all I was Demetrius’s weapon.

I shut my door after Gerard had entered. Seeing my room was like seeing someone you haven’t since 2nd grade. you remember them, yet know nothing about who they are now. I felt…almost hallow inside. I took a deep breathe, standing in front of my night stand next to my bed, and braced myself.

“We need to have a serious talk.” I said, trying not to freak out.

Gerard was in front of my door, he frond as I said ‘serious talk.’ “What Janelle is everything-“

“Everything is not fine, so please just…” I paused, trying not to cry. I didn’t want to be here, because I knew where I was supposed to be. No matter how horrible it was, I could no long hide it. I knew it the moment I seen Demetria, I just didn’t know how to reached.

“I’m…i…” the tears stung, but I ignored them, blinking hard to keep them away.

“I didn’t want to be rescued.” I said, hoping he couldn’t tell that it wasn’t the only thing I had to say.

“What! What do you mean you didn’t want to be rescued? Janelle they were going to turn into one of those…those things! I couldn’t let that happen to you, you dint deserve it.”

“Really? How many people have I hurt! Oh, let count them, shall we? Bandit, You, Mikey Frank…”

“That doesn’t matter, were still your friends. You know Bandit doesn’t blame you for Linz’s death, neither do I. frank and Mikey think of you as a sister, Bandit loves you like a mother, and… wait a second, your hiding something. This isn’t the main reason you pulled me in here is it?”

Be prepared for a total shit storm, was all I could think. Gerard is going to be livid when he finds out what I have been hiding all this time. I’ve known since I see her during our rescue mission. Suddenly I missed Ray and his never ending good advice, Bob and his talent at solving problems with his fists, and most important, I missed the tour bus, the sights, smells, New Jersey, I even missed that lumpy old couch. I guess it’s true what they say in Zombie-land: Enjoy the Little Things.

I looked Poison dead in the eyes, facing what I knew I could never hide, what my destiny was. He had to know, they all did. Tears came streaming down my face as if it were a river during a bad storm.

“I am Demetrius’s daughter. I am the key weapon in destroying the Killjoy’s.” I spoke every word with force, then softened my voice and said, “I do not belong here, I am not a Killjoy, I do not belong in a revolution that one day I will destroy. Most important I do not belong with you. It doesn’t matter what I want, Demetria is my ruler, my guardian, and my servant. I join her knowing that I own her, all the while loving you. That is why I fled, that is why I should never have returned. “

With those final words, I climbed out my window, and walked aimlessly into the desert, in the opposite direction of everything. I did not accept my destiny.