This is just a little rant to myself ( I know i said i'd stop)

I know i said i'd stop but lately i've been watching MCR signings and Concert videos and watching them makes me wanna cry. Because !. I haven't seen MCR live. 2, I most likely will never get to meet MCR 3. I haven't got enough money to see them live :( And then seeing all you happy killjoys all together made me happy seeing that many killjoys all in one place would be just amazing!!! Sorry this is just some random rant to myself. I'm just feeling so lonely that i haven't seen MCR in person or live makes me feel like im not the best fan i coukld be. This has nothing to do with the topic but as soon as i started listening to MCR less and BVB more it seems that when my life started to go wrong.

xoxo MCRloveforever