I finally tell.

Well this morning i decided to tell my friend about the crap i went through during the holidays like how depressed i was that i wanted to kill myself that sorta stuff that most of you guys would know about it but i had only ever told one over person in real life so im like to myself "If i'm going to tell her everything now i sjould tell her about my past." So That's what i did she didn't reject me or make fun of me she was actually really shocked and i told her why i stand up for MCR which is they saved my life literally and if someone says something bad bout them i will do whatever it takes to shut them up.So now i have her ton talk to whenever i feel down and now i think im gonna start to try make a new start not hanging in my room by myself i might make an effort to talk to more people lets hope it goes well :)