Transmission Diary day 2

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Transmission Diary day 2

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Pretty much down and out today. My teacher expect me to do way to much when exams are in 3 days 20 hours and 45 minutes......I'm so stressed and so tired. I stayed up all night last night trying to get homework done, and I'm still not done!!! Oh and let's not forget the Latin test I failed, possibly bumping me off of honors list, making my dad be more pissed at me.
Stress is one of my biggest problems, it makes me crave the clarity that cutting used to give me. I figured I would end up in this state but I cant stop it.
The only thing keeping me from giving up is...wait for it....Kill All Your Friends, how much longer can I go before My Chem's music doesn't help me anymore?
Desperately want to cut, Desperately don't want to have to hide my shame, Desperately want to get away...yea...that's me.
Good luck all those with exams. I'm sure you'll do better than me.
Here's to finding the clarity I so desperately need with one cut.
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