Vapid Valentine's Day Blues...

today i am reminded of the day my ex boyfriend Andrew broke up with me. nowadays he doesnt let me get to close to him. it hurts him and it hurts me to think about the good times we had. he wont even let me hug him for more than three seconds, let alone sit on his lap. i mean he shouldmnt give a damn 'cause we're just friends but i guess he still has feelings for me and doesnt want it to go too far. sometimes i think he'll kiss me, whereas other times it seems like he wants to hit me...
so anyway my boyfriend Will decided not to show up at school. im tormented at the sight of girls with valentine's gifts. and i am left empty handed again. needless to say, no one loves me enough. i cant believe my own boyfriend wouldnt come to school to see me and at least wish me a happy valentine's day. the only person i really know that loves me is my girlfriend Maddie. i can always count on her.
today is a tragic day for my friend Connor. he lost his parents one valentine's night. every valentine's day is the worst day for him. i want to make him happy again
wish me luck :)