conflicted

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conflicted

im so conflicted.
right now, there are three guys in my life. there's Will, my boyfriend, Max, my best friend, and Henry, my friend that i've known since last year. all of them are equally as sweet. but i love Max the most, yet he has a girlfriend.
Will is so sweet and adorable, but im not sure if i can ever love him as much as he loves me. im not sure if i can ever love him again. this is the fourth time we've gotten back together and its getting kinda old. i feel like i have to fake my love for him. thats bad right?
and then there's Henry. he's the first asian guy ive ever fallen in love with. im asian, just saying. he is so cute and he wears glasses. and i have a thing for guys that wear glasses. his voice changed and got deeper. puberty, ya know? i like it a lot. i told him his voice is so cute. and then today i told him that i like him very much. he said, awww. and then he hugged me. i wonder if he'd ever go out with me. im gonna ask him tomorrow. i figure that i can walk with him everyday to history and still make it on time to pre-calc everyday :) he makes me so happy.
i guess i have to break up with Will for the 4th and final time if i cant stay faithful and especially if i dont love him. today he straightened his hair and it looked so hot. oh well, there will be other guys i guess....
im so conflicted. please help ._.

~Lexi Shadow