hey killjoys in a bit of a dilemma
so there's this girl who i think is an utter bitch, and she takes the piss out of me and other people on occasion and is just annoying.
why don't you just ignore her? i hear you say, well it's because she sits on my table every fucking day with my friends and makes it awkward. she used to pick on me alot but she's kinda stopped now, and one downside is she out of the blue says she likes panic! at the disco and is going to their gig, which you might think is great because someone you don't like, likes something you like, but here's the annoying thing i feel like she's tearing me and my friends apart (even my killjoy friend), by winding me up (i have a really short temper) so that i flip out and everyone doesn't talk to me, not even my friends talk to me much now but my killjoy friend does, i feel like my killjoy friend is the only one that i trust (due to the fact i'm insecure and we have a lot in common and that she's the only one who doesn't "have a joke" aka take the piss out of me whenever i talk to her).
back to the panic! problem now my killjoy friend is going to the gig and so is my best friend (who said she likes panic! but i swear she only likes sins not tragedies), also another "friend" of mine said one week that brendon isn't fit (long debate 'cause she fancies taylor launter and i don't) then the next week she does fancy and likes panic! as well (she's only listened to ballad of mona lisa and sins not tragedies). ok i like to go to gigs to be myself and have fun, now i can't be myself 'cause i'll worry incase this utter bitch takes the piss out of me 'cause i do get really excited in mosh pits (i was jumping up and down screaming every word of every song at bvb, so yeah), and she and my friends are on the balcony. and out of my friends i think i'm the only proper panic! fan who's listened to all of their songs and loves them, and doesn't just like them because their "fit" or listened to 2 songs i like by them and my killjoy friend told me a week before she announced that she was going to the gig was she wasn't a big fan of them (no offence but why are you going?)
so that's the problem
any advice on how to deal with this bitch who thinks she's a proper fan when she's not?
and any advice on what to do to make my friendships less awkard?
blood bunny signing off
