Death and Life

Some of you might not understand why I`m posting this, but just know that I have my reasons.

To everybody out there who is thinking about comitting suicide, dont you dare! Dont you dare to end your life, just because you can. Suicide is never the answer. Never! And dont tell me that I dont understand, because I know I dont. How can I understand someone who is not myself. But I know a thing or two from experience.

I know what its like too feel low, to feel wothless, to feel like it is not worth it anymore. I know because I have been there. I know the feeling of wanting to end your life, I know it. But I never did, I could not do it. Some might ask why, and I have a very simple answer: I have a little sister.

I could never do that to her, never! I know life can be hard, and I know that it sometimes feels like its not worth it anymore. But trust me when I say that somebody care! Somebody would be crushed if you were gone, trust me. Keep fighting to stay alive, because you cannot give up, dont you dare to give up.

I also know what its like to be left behind. I lost my dear friend, I lost her. She could not deal with life anymore, so she ended it. And I would do anything to have her back. It has been almost two months, and I still cry. To those who think siucide is a romantic thing... Its not.

It is so much pain for the people who are left, it is so much confusion, so much hurt, so much sorrow. It breaks me down, it tears me up. And I will never do the same as her. Because I feel the pain of losing her, because I will never make people hurt in the way I am hurting now.

So to everybody out there, who is thinking about ending your life. Dont you dare, dont you fucking dare!

I will always love you, my dearest friend. "I know that it is freezing, but I think we have to walk"