9 years ago today...

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9 years ago today...

Hello my fellow Mcrmy... I would like to dedicate this post to my wonderful mum...
9 years ago today... She died... I was only 5 when
she passed away from Lung Cancer... I didn't know what that was when I was young but I know now... I'm 14 and miss my mum so much... My best and happy memories are locked in my mind,
far away for me to keep her safe. I wish I could have done something to prevent her from dying
but the doctors were so stupid by giving up and by saying, 'We can do no more. She is going to die...' Those words haunted me for the rest of my life... I knew what death was and I wished I didn't... I hate when this day comes back to haunt me again... I feel sorry for my dad. They had known each other since child hood, which I loved hearing about their love stories... It was true love... Now, It just seems like ash... My dad doesn't talk about mum anymore... Horrible people laughed at me in school today just because I had no mother... It happens every year... and other occasions... I hate my life and just want my mum back... I now fear my dad is ill... He hasn't been feeling 100% lately... Please don't put hate comments on this... I just want to express the way I feel... I just can't live without my mum anymore... She didn't deserve to die, no one does... Love you mum. You will always be in my heart, 4ever <3