Sometimes to be totally happy, you need to do something that makes you slightly unhappy.

I can't say that I won't miss him. Because I will.
But I had to break up with him. I couldn't take it anymore.
He's a cheater, and a liar, and a manwhore.
Not until after I broke up with him did I realize how bad for me he was.

I'm going to miss being called Hunnybun though.
It brightened my day.

I'm not saying I don't still love him, because a part of me does. But the part of me that doesn't will take over my body soon enough.

He lied to me, and cheated on me, and flirted with 39863267 other girls. And I was done taking it.
So I told him to fuck off.

And a 100 pound weight was taken off my shoulders.

I'm going to miss how he made me feel though.

But with every time he hurt me, I got stronger. I think I'm okay without him...

-carly.<3