I don't know what to do...

I shouldn't be crying right now.
Scratch what I said about Jonathan being amazing
He still does the impossible. He makes me cry.
He doesn't care anymore. He used to tell me ALL THE TIME that he loved me, and he used to sit on the phone for hours. He doesn't say he loves me when we get off the phone anymore, only sometimes. He on;y talks to me for a few minutes.
He would write shit about me on his facebook ALL THE TIME which was really cliche, but it made me smile. He doesn't anymore.
He used to make me happy.
It's been, like, a month and a half, and I shouldn't be crying over him.
I never cry over guys.
I want to talk to him about it, but I'll feel like a whiny, needy, annoying, selfish bitch. But that's what I am.
I don't think he realized what he was getting into.
I don't think he ever cared as much as he said he did.
He will be the death of me. >.<
I can't have someone else talk to him because that would just make him mad.
WHAT THE FUCK TO I DO?!