Random Rant/Post

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Random Rant/Post

I'm spent, emotionally, and physically. I need to start taking better care of myself. I need to start eating, and sleeping a little bit more. It is now obvious that my lack or sleep is starting to show in my face. On my way to classes, my friends stop me and tell me I need to sleep. Or, I'll be at dinner, picking at food, and have them tell me I need to start resting. They don't understand that it's not an option for me right now. I have too much to do... too many things that I need to sort out, that I need to understand. I'm going to lose my mind...

It's currently 4:38 A.M, I have class at 11... so I should be able to sleep a few hours tonight if I make myself lay down. I think I'll be spending tomorrow night at the library again. Oh, and I'm in dire need of some new foundation, or something that hides under eye circles. I've got to get a grip on myself, or to just figure out how to understand something... anything.

Maybe I should just do what JJ said, and tell him everything. If only I were capable of being that brave. -_-

Oh well, off to write in my journal, and then to try to sleep some.