This is me.

So, I've decided my life is a giant journey about trying to solve who I am. I think I'm getting close to the answer finally. I am, a 19 year old University student who wants to be a Journalist. I would love to write a book. I'm confused, awkward, geeky as fuck. I say fuck far to often. I'm typically depressed, but I have good days, and when I'm happy, I'm very happy. I love dying my hair, and my horse is my best friend. I'm emotionally damaged, I don't believe in true love. I'm somewhat pessimistic. I always act happy, and I have some friends who would do anything in the world for me... I have others who I would be better off without. I feel weak when I cry, yet I sometimes crying makes me feel better... I am, a walking contradiction. xD This, is who I am as of 10/19/2011. ^______^ Also, on a side note. I need some more music to listen to. If at all possible, could you comment with some bands to listen to? Please and Thank you! :)