I should have known something would go wrong...

Well, I should always follow my instincts... I felt something was getting weird, and then I asked a friend... and now I know that things are indeed weird. I just found out that my boyfriend's been considering breaking up with me... and that's not a nice feeling at all. Cause now I'm laying in my goddam bed, crying. I don't want he and I to end... but I want him to do what makes him happy. If that means we break up, so be it. I need for him to be happy, even if it means not being with me. I guess now I'll wait and see what happens... I hate waiting on people to decide what they want. It's the most painful thing to experience. I guess... that things will go back to how they were before hand if he decides to break up with me... we'll go back to being simply great friends. I'll smile each time I see him, and I'll act like everything is fine... I'm strong enough to do this.